Anxious and Uneasy

Feeling very anxious and uneasy this morning. Tomorrow I leave for the coast for five days. It’s a business trip. I’m excited about it, but at the same time kind of nervous as well. I’m getting burned out with work as it is and these extra responsibilities aren’t helping. I haven’t had a vacation in over a year except for these business trips but they are sometimes more work than work is.

My home life is as usual so-so. No direction there. She likes to drift from one day to the next without any real plan. I on the other hand NEED a plan. Even if it’s just a pipe dream…I need something to guide me…to drive me.to excite me! I’m working on moving all of my stuff out here so maybe when that’s done I’ll feel better.